Darkness descends ......

Plunged into the depths of darkness
I long to escape
My body refusing to move
My mind too cluttered
Unable to focus
I see nothing and everything
I know nothing and everything
I feel nothing and everything
Words …. lost on my lips
Thoughts …. disappear before they’re formed
I claw
I dig
I scratch
Freedom is nowhere in sight
Release never comes
Only darkness once again.



I hate this black pit.
I hate feeling all this doubt.
I hate feeling insecure.
I hate feeling like i'm competing.
I hate that I can't talk to you.
I hate that it made me cry.