Not myself .....

I have a lot on my mind.
I have things I want to say ....
But I can't.
Or I should say, won't.

Things aren't jiving .....

I hate this feeling.
It's black, ominous and ugly.
It sucks.

I have tried to shake it.
But ......
I can't.

I know the cause of my anxiety and apprehension.
The bottom has fallen out.
It has.
I feel it.

You know, having a really bad case of the flu doesn't really make my current mood any better.
OH! And Now my Beloved Bills just clutched defeat from the jaws of victory.
HooFuckingRay!
Stupid-ass ..... TAKE A KNEE!

*sigh*
Patrick Swayze died too.

Jaysus.
I think I'll just go to bed.