I'm an idiot ....

.... for watching "Nights In Rodanthe" while i'm miles away from my love.
Not that i'm in ANY shape to see him right now.
Wretching my guts out almost non-stop for the last 12+ hours has taken a toll.
Sorry for the spectacular visual.

Anyway, back to the movie.
For those of you that have seen it, you understand what i'm on about.
For those that haven't, trust me when I say it is NOT a movie to watch when you're too far away from the one that you love, and there's NOTHING you can do about it.
And you're sick.

I'm an idiot.
Really, I am.