October 20, 2012

Truth is .....

~ I had my hysterectomy almost a year ago ....
~ I still don't feel 'right'
~ I'm scared as hell that I will never be 'right' again
~ Menopause at 43/44 sucks donkey balls
~ Jack REALLY loves me (he 'deals' with my crazy-ass)
~ I'm excited about The Boy graduating high school
~ I'm also sad and terrified
~ The Boy starts his first real job next week
~ I have a VERY busy week coming up 
~ I'm thinking about going back to Adult Education and becoming an LPN
~ I have no energy
~ I try to stay positive
~ My electrical problems haven't been solved
~ My Father drives me nucking futs
~ I'm drinking more wine than ever
~ I hate that i'm currently sounding like a whiny little bitch
~ I'm going to finish my wine and Shut the fuck up

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At 10/21/12, 8:30 AM , Blogger Gorilla Bananas said...

'Truth is in the wine' could be the full version of your title. Would you like to try some fermented coconut juice? It might be good for some of your problems.

At 10/21/12, 10:10 AM , Blogger becca said...

aw hugs

At 10/21/12, 2:19 PM , Blogger Chef Files said...

"I'm also sad and terrified"

Fear is merely weakness leaving the body. Face your fears and watch as they become insignificant before your very eyes. Now that, will ease the sadness.

At 10/21/12, 4:31 PM , Blogger BlazngScarlet said...

Gorilla Bananas: I believe fermented coconut juice WOULD help with some of my problems.
Probably more so if I mixed it with vodka.
Oh yeah, welcome to my hell. =)

Becca: Thanks ....

Chef Files: My fears are more for his future, and the future of our country. And college tuition.
I get to welcome ANOTHER new reader here to hell?
Oh my!
Geez, if I had known I would have cleaned up the place a bit!

At 10/22/12, 8:37 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Have you been in MY porn stash again?

At 10/23/12, 11:07 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

you can do this. you've been through the muck before. it just SUCKS that you're not feeling right as it all comes at you from every side. don't know if HRT is an option, but there may be some adjustments that can be made to help you get back to feeling 'right'... hang in sister. you can make it get better!

At 11/4/12, 12:39 PM , Blogger Boxer said...

Hey! Fishy is hosting Haiku Monday and I actually posted. You are such a good player, you should try to participate this week. xoxoxo


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